Wednesday, November 30, 2011

Confusion




Everything in this world is pretty much the same. Humans around the world are also pretty much the same. Our body was made from the same substances, same elements. The only differences are the brain, the DNA, the feeling toward the same subject. But the most confusing thing for me is the feeling of people toward each other. I have been thinking about this over and over again and the result is that I am still confused about it. For an example, I like a girl in my school, Woodstock. She is not attractive to the others, but with me she is cool in her own way. We are friend for a long time, and I think that we both have some feeling toward each other. On a beautiful day, I asked her to go to bazzar with me on Saturday, and she agreed. That day, we went together, and had a lot of fun. Time is passing so fast, both of us could not realize the time that we spent together went so fast. When I drop her in Midlands, the dorm of the girl, I used all my courage to ask her that if she want to be my girlfriend. She paused for a while and her answered was “NO”. I do not get it. We had the same feeling for each other. Is it very hard to understand? Scientists define “LOVE” as a part of our body system and we are able to control it. But mainly in poem or some ancient love story, the characters follow what their heart says. The feeling of human toward each other confuses me more than whatever could have done to me.The feeling of the human is the hardest thing to define or to be understandable. It is not a part of our body system to cut out and see what is inside. I doubt that if somebody has an answer that I am seeking. I wonder how much knowledge can describe our feeling toward each other. 

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